A Note to The Younger Me - 10 Years Ago #EF8
Dear you,
Yes you little rascal,
Your life will be twisted after you enter high school.
Just be prepared.
Slowly you wont be asleep by reading harry potter novel but because someone singing lullaby for you in the phone.
You will realize that you're kind of girl that guy like to date with (bhahahahah Im confident enough to say that OMG), not because whats really inside your heart but most of em because what can be seen on your skin.
And you will date a bunch of jerks but that's okay.
You will learn a lesson and wont mess up your college years by sleeping and cuddling on your bf's arms like most of college girls do in their bf's bedroom. Instead, you're gonna stay up all night to do some tasks and sip coffee in a not-so-fancy Càfe near campus with your friends.
Or sometimes you shed some tears in a lonely night because you're so enough with it.
But that's fine, darling.
God always besides you to guide you.
And everything about our family is gonna be alright. No matter how hard you find and excuse to not to live in Surabaya, you get nothing. And here's the tips to deal with schizophrenic aunty: just take everything from the funny (and positive) side. Like Raditya Dika always did. Actually she's a bit lonely so thats why she needs understanding from others. Treat her kindly.
And always do what your mom wants you to do.
She always have the right feeling for her daughters.
And for those who always make fun of you because you can't ride a motorcycle,
wait for it *say it outloud with Barney's intonation.
Because someday you can.
And for those who says that youre insane because of the decision you have made, ignore them. They are not you and they always try to find the way to reflect their negativity and thats you. They have mistaken what God give you miracle as insanity. Just ignore it.
I assure you someday you will make it.
In the first year of high school you will befriend with someone that surrounded by bad rumors and you do nothing but believe it that way, and for years ahead you will find out thats just grapevines and see the true of her and she will be one of your best-est friend ever.
Believe everything that God has planned to you is blessing and everytime you feel like stuck in a dead end, be grateful and remember one thing: if you want something you've never had, do something you've never done.
Have faith.
P.S.: 12 days from now be prepared for surprise birthday party with ur friends have planned with Mrs. Rukmini. They will hide your math tasks that you've been working for in 1 week and the only way to fasten the process is you just have to cry and look miserably as possible so they will appear with box of donuts and math tasks and yell 'happy birthday' to you *wink
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